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Monday, August 9, 2021

Why do we exist?What is the purpose of our existence?What might the future hold for you or what secrets do you hold in your past that would decide your future?


Taking a step back and picturing your self after five/ten/fifty years,what do you see?Do you see yourself as you dream or is that still a blurred image.Do you even have 100% confidence that you will be alive after fifty years?(Life expectancy being 69.42 years)


What are you in this precise point of your life and what direction are you going to move!Do you end up at the palace or the fucked up place?


Is it about money or about living?


At this precise moment i would a thing and at the next i would be another.Living for the future or living by the past both drag you in some way.But do you really 'live' in the present.Do you even remember what was the last time you waited a moment to picture the beautiful sky above you?


Space is quiet dead.Filled with plants and stars that are just doing their thing.We are hanging in a planet that is now supporting us.Do we know if it will still be there in the future or will we be even here?


I don't know answer to any of that but if someone told me i would be sitting next to a alien 20 years from now in a hotel.Duh,I wouldn't shocked.It would be actually nice to see something with life beyond earth.But would we be welcoming them or try to dissect them.After-all,we have put every animal in a cage to study it.Humans are so self-centered and self-absorbed that they will never know till the end.

Once you are born in this world you get into a race,where we pursue something which we don't fully understand.If  you ask a simple question to every order given to you,you wouldn't get a single answer but more orders and questions.There is nothing in this world that will satisfy you if you are not happy with what you have in your current state.And there is nothing more needed for you to be satisfied if you are content with what you have.

 Life finds it way in a race and you live you own life in a race but once you come to the end nothing matters.For the 14 billion  years that the universe has been and the 4.6 billion years that the earth has been,no one person has ever been remembered for the eternity.At the eyes of the universe we are noting but a speck of dust in a huge storm.

Don't put yourself down for anything or feel small.

 

Friday, May 14, 2021

A Faint Hope[Unfinished]

Well it will be a good thing for the earth as a whole as it would stop the world from being filled with all these filthy, worthless humans who are doing no good for themselves and the nature around them. The world was beautiful before we came into existence and it would return to be as it was after we go. All the knowledge we gain are nothing when we couldn't even show the least compassion to save another human beings life. Not only do we not care about others we also make profit out of others vulnerability and exploit their vulnerable nature. As it goes by the saying "survival of the fittest" we are shaping ourselves to the ever changing nature of the society. But you would ask isn't it a good thing. No it is not. Because we are humans and what makes us human is that we have the ability to understand things and be something more than what we are designed for.




Corona vaccine should have been made free for the people of India but it was not. Yesterday I read an article that the vaccines in India is some of the costliest ones in the world. So this is the society and country we are in. Past is not changeable as it is nothing but a faded memory in the corner of our mind. Future is the ideal simulation that we run constantly in our mind and modifying it to our needs and some to our greed's. But things may take a unexpected turn and people may deceive you. Only thing you can do is to hope that one day you might be in a place where your soul feels right in place.




But what is this positivity suddenly in my depressing blog? I feel no need to preach or scream at anyone. As my words go unnoticed in the words of the people who close their ears on me. Life seems so blur from a  point that nothing just feels real anymore. The only thing that makes me feel reality is my heart beating each second reminding me that I am still alive. And still there is a little shimmer of hope in this world. One day as I was walking along the stores of T-nagar I saw a small boy sitting in a road side shop. What was life like for him? What did he do to deserve a life like that? Instead of going to school and study to follow his dreams here he is trying to provide for his family.




Wow where is all this preachy bs coming into my head...I think it must be the youtube content shit pushing AI that pushes shitty videos where great geniuses say that oxygen is available abundant in the nature you just need to breathe it. Like we have lived so far closing our nose and not breathing oxygen at all. And the government still not giving the attention that corona deserves. The attention that they gave when it was just a one digit number. At last India came in the first place in at least the corona count in the world. And still people are acting like arrogant idiots by not wearing masks and using sanitizers. Please wear a damn mask and practice personnel hygiene.




Oxygen cylinders have been the utmost requirement for the patients who were severely affected by covid and the beds are very scarce now. This is the shittiest thing its like the black plague. Just as we see the count of the dead people in the news feed daily seems to be mere numbers but its not a father of a son, a daughter of a mother, a dear son of father and many more loved ones...Its time that we get out of the mirror dimension that we live in where we are always pretending something isn't there when it hasn't happened to us. And all the bullshit of closing our ears to the people or advices for us which might really save our lives.




Now lets get down to what the f--- happened suddenly that corona count is flying through the sky. Well me you and everyone is seeing there is only one perfect and well shaped answer for it. Its nothing other than as always as it has been since it has been for ages. The only weapon designed for a common man that is still not even near perfect in its design. A weapon that goes two ways. Nothing other than politics. Election is the major reason that corona spiked new heights now. This is really very depressing as shit to hear. People went to the election campaigns even thought they knew the cause and effects of corona. And I have no other words to say other than total madness. Lets just keep it to that one single word. Everyone of them knew that but still ******.


Some people find meaning in Life. But many just don't get it until it's their time. If in fact they tend to answer the question they fear they do nothing but the close the door of curiosity on it. Life is meaningless but death is. One may find being lived all in Nothin but a lie. And in their last days may great that their life would be Nothin but a joke. One thing that we all can be sure about is death. There's no change to it. It's always gonna come. Still live until the time calls for you in the way you deserve not in the way others design. I wish you could see how fine things are. There are many ways to live one particular life the way it is meant to be. If you're looking for a good definition of life read about spiderman.So why live?live till something makes your eyes shine brighter then the star that falls at night. It would be great that people do not have to die but they should know that its okay if they must die as long as they lived their lives so full of fun and adventure.The real beauty of this world is that its flexible to the way you look at it. We the humans make our reality by deciding things. One may predict its future by predicting it through events that might shape its life. But there's no reality but ours. If only every human was able to live in harmony with nature, perhaps no one would ever have to go through certain troubles that happen because of other peoples vulnerability and exploit their vulnerable nature.



Tuesday, April 27, 2021

Why the gap?

Why the gap?

why someone feels lonely?Huh,i just feel shit even though we are widely connected to b***h in the internet about everythin and act dope in social media. But still some part of me tells what the f is that supposed to prove, why the hell did u a-hole do that?...

What's the feeling of happiness? Do we even  have those. I sincerely have no idea. But I do have a feeling that the more I grow up the more the feeling of happiness,sadness,joy everythin just mixes with each other I just cant differentiate anymore. Do not take this as a depressed idiot just shitting his thoughts on to some non-existing blog. Well some maybe true.

Life is still a mystery for me. I find it still very hard to believe why people want so much to themselves while its all a illusion made to pull you into a non existing dream world. The fun part is the dream is not even yours but some ugly fat guy above you who's paying you. With all that in motion you miss your dearest friends and family in the process as you go drifting far away in a blur. The only time you miss them is when you see a old photo or something that reminds them. The very moment you turn back the wheel in your head to see the precise moment of your friends smile, your moms tears, and your fathers angry stares.

But that is far beyond the point of resurrection.All must be stuck again with your true life now. The only life that matters. The world is just a whole big cinema hall. The big ass jobs and the promises wealth all just to make you shit in the trap that encloses you but when you realize you will be in a bed counting your days in most cases.Not to mistake me for some guy who believes all are just controlled by some few guys(don't want to put the names).When the first human set foot to do agriculture he did it for food, when people chose to elect a king they did it for a well structured government and on and on. When did our brain get so lazy to recognize modern slavery!

Yeah you read it right.Who is to decide what job you should do and what things you should buy? Think of the shopping malls as forest and the brands are the predator and your money is the pray...you are just the bait.

What if?

The question is peculiar as it reminds many of many things but for me just truth of the trap you were just relieved by death.And those people who hunted you had a nice little meal.

NOTHIN TO SAY.THINK DUMMY.NO ONE F-S YOUR LIFE BUT YOU.