Why do we exist?What is the purpose of our existence?What might the future hold for you or what secrets do you hold in your past that would decide your future?
Taking a step back and picturing your self after five/ten/fifty years,what do you see?Do you see yourself as you dream or is that still a blurred image.Do you even have 100% confidence that you will be alive after fifty years?(Life expectancy being 69.42 years)
What are you in this precise point of your life and what direction are you going to move!Do you end up at the palace or the fucked up place?
Is it about money or about living?
At this precise moment i would a thing and at the next i would be another.Living for the future or living by the past both drag you in some way.But do you really 'live' in the present.Do you even remember what was the last time you waited a moment to picture the beautiful sky above you?
Space is quiet dead.Filled with plants and stars that are just doing their thing.We are hanging in a planet that is now supporting us.Do we know if it will still be there in the future or will we be even here?
I don't know answer to any of that but if someone told me i would be sitting next to a alien 20 years from now in a hotel.Duh,I wouldn't shocked.It would be actually nice to see something with life beyond earth.But would we be welcoming them or try to dissect them.After-all,we have put every animal in a cage to study it.Humans are so self-centered and self-absorbed that they will never know till the end.
Once you are born in this world you get into a race,where we pursue something which we don't fully understand.If you ask a simple question to every order given to you,you wouldn't get a single answer but more orders and questions.There is nothing in this world that will satisfy you if you are not happy with what you have in your current state.And there is nothing more needed for you to be satisfied if you are content with what you have.
Life finds it way in a race and you live you own life in a race but once you come to the end nothing matters.For the 14 billion years that the universe has been and the 4.6 billion years that the earth has been,no one person has ever been remembered for the eternity.At the eyes of the universe we are noting but a speck of dust in a huge storm.
Don't put yourself down for anything or feel small.