Why the gap?

Why the gap?

why someone feels lonely?Huh,i just feel shit even though we are widely connected to b***h in the internet about everythin and act dope in social media. But still some part of me tells what the f is that supposed to prove, why the hell did u a-hole do that?...

What's the feeling of happiness? Do we even  have those. I sincerely have no idea. But I do have a feeling that the more I grow up the more the feeling of happiness,sadness,joy everythin just mixes with each other I just cant differentiate anymore. Do not take this as a depressed idiot just shitting his thoughts on to some non-existing blog. Well some maybe true.

Life is still a mystery for me. I find it still very hard to believe why people want so much to themselves while its all a illusion made to pull you into a non existing dream world. The fun part is the dream is not even yours but some ugly fat guy above you who's paying you. With all that in motion you miss your dearest friends and family in the process as you go drifting far away in a blur. The only time you miss them is when you see a old photo or something that reminds them. The very moment you turn back the wheel in your head to see the precise moment of your friends smile, your moms tears, and your fathers angry stares.

But that is far beyond the point of resurrection.All must be stuck again with your true life now. The only life that matters. The world is just a whole big cinema hall. The big ass jobs and the promises wealth all just to make you shit in the trap that encloses you but when you realize you will be in a bed counting your days in most cases.Not to mistake me for some guy who believes all are just controlled by some few guys(don't want to put the names).When the first human set foot to do agriculture he did it for food, when people chose to elect a king they did it for a well structured government and on and on. When did our brain get so lazy to recognize modern slavery!

Yeah you read it right.Who is to decide what job you should do and what things you should buy? Think of the shopping malls as forest and the brands are the predator and your money is the pray...you are just the bait.

What if?

The question is peculiar as it reminds many of many things but for me just truth of the trap you were just relieved by death.And those people who hunted you had a nice little meal.

NOTHIN TO SAY.THINK DUMMY.NO ONE F-S YOUR LIFE BUT YOU.

BIRTHDAY SPECIAL(R-RATED)

 BIRTHDAY SPECIAL

What's so special about birthday that makes it special.I would say that it is the day we all get happy for being on the earth as long as we are.But what is the f-ing reason of your happiness?.Have you done something to mark your name in history.This post is rated R💀 for its use of bad words so if you need reading long para's without any cursings and bad words you may leave this post and see the previous post which might be more fun✌.Lets see what my mind holds today as it is having a little more dopamine today than usual days.The first thing you do is cry.If crying is a bad thing then why the f*** do you do it the first thing in your life.

Life is happy as long as you think it is AND as long as it will be the thing that encourages you to move forward facing each obstacle that beats you down.Once you f-ing stop to hear someones preachy bullshit then all goes downhill.Once in a lifetime there would be a point where you need to make a brave decision to either follow the herd or to make them follow you but these dialogues don't usually feels good for the person in that stituation.And that situation gives him the braveness and bollocks to face the future shits.Even though a normal person tackles all of this,he is neither given a supe dress or even the praise he needs to be given💪.All he is f***ing given is just a mouth full of shit nothin more than that.

Yes,every person is tackling his own problems and living his life is a supe.Whatever people see as big are just as small as you realise one day it is.And when you face the true shit and tackle it you just get another more shit to tackle.People who live their life in fake ids and assume they are loved by all are the people who regret living the life💘.And life is not gonna give you other chance than the one you already f-ing wasted.Experimenting is the most important thing in life.You can't do life twice but can only feel for not doing so you d-ass.

Never let down the people you love and even if you do don't let yourself down coz you are your last hope.Always crown yourself as the king of the world in your heart as that is the true braveness and realise that i live for myself not for other faggots or shitheads who try to define my life👦.

BIRTHDAY SPECIAL(PG-13)

 BIRTHDAY SPECIAL

What's so special about birthday that makes it special.I would say that it is the day we all get happy for being on the earth as long as we are.This post is rated PG-13👶 for its non use of bad words so if you are bored of reading long para's without any cursings and bad words you may leave this post and see the previous posts which might be more fun✌.Lets see what my mind holds today as it is having a little more dopamine today than usual days.

Life is happy as long as you think it is AND as long as it will be the thing that encourages you to move forward facing each obstacle that beats you down.Once in a lifetime there would be a point where you need to make a brave decision to either follow the herd or to make them follow you but these dialogues don't usually feels good for the person in that stituation.Even though a normal person tackles all of this he is neither given a supe dress or even the praise he needs to be given💪.

Yes,every person is tackling his own problems and living his life is a supe.Whatever people see as big are just as small as you realise one day it is.People live their life in fake and assume they are loved by all are the people who regret living the life💘.And life is not gonna give you other chance than the one you already have.Experimenting is the most important thing in life.In life you can't do twice but can only feel for not doing so.

Never let down the people you love and even though you do don't let yourself down.Always crown yourself as the king of the world in you heart as that is the true braveness and realise that i live for myself👦.

(This post would be edited tomorrow and change into R-rated😂)